4 hours ago
Sometimes you wonder how did it happen? How did you start hating yourself so much..How did you let yourself get to this point?
I woke up couple of months ago and realised that I gained 15 kg in the last 7-8 months. Somehow, it didn't happen gradually, the hate came just in one day.
First, I enjoyed the extra bra sizes and the curves and the ability to show off my new exciting features, and then just one day I saw all the other things that landed on me.
And it wasn't about the curves anymore, it was me just feeling miserable, not fitting in my clothes, not being able to literally do any of the exercises or poses, or simply feeling like I wasn't able to breathe anymore. Yes, I told myself, I had a difficult year, I had an enormously difficult 24/7 job with a lot of responsibilities and a lot of screaming from the boss involved, and at the same time I managed to study full time, I was struggling to earn money to be able to pay for uni, I was doing my creative projects, and through all that - enormous anxiety - and the only help was eating and drinking my troubles away.
Today I am struggling everyday to keep going, to keep training to keep believing, and to have #nodoubt that even though it moves so slow and I whine every day, one day I will see myself again - HEALTHY, HAPPY And FULL OF HOPE.😍
(which writing this I realise that I feel it already..😀)
And it is a JOURNEY - a fun, exciting, annoying journey.. Journey full of sweat and tears.. and incredible discoveries 🏋⛹💗 P.S: the photo is taken after months of extensive training..😉I will show how bad it got later on.
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