Thighgapp Photos & Videos

1 day ago

- I reached my first goal weight!!! I'm at my fiancé's right now so I haven't been weighing myself much but I weighed myself this morning after taking a big drink of water, fully clothed and everything, and it said 85.3kgs (188lbs) !!!!!! And the other night I weighed myself after tea and I was 85.5kgs. I want to weigh myself more accurately tomorrow morning but I feel pretty confident to say I'm 85kgs (187.3lbs) !!!! AAHHHHHGHHHHH

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2 days ago

》Not me《 Dinner: -A super super hot cup of green tea -Six grapes Btw i'm gonna eat that while i pretend I didn't binge with ice cream 3 hours ago :)

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5 days ago

It’s been 11 days since my birthday. I’ve gotten more depressed. I was supposed to get my “birthday present” on my birthday but no so the they said next weekend which was last weekend and they still decided no. And I wore my sisters jeans and she was getting all like mad about it and shit. So then my mom says why we arguing. This lady fucking has the urge to say “hey calm down! I’ll be buying BOTH of you jeans this weekend.” And then fucking gets mad at me and says to take of the jeans. The fact that she included my sister in MY one and only birthday present hurt:/ not only that but this guy I like asked me if I can go to the movies with him. My parents said sure but my mom is trying to make me decide no. Tbh she is just hating me more and more. 10 out of 20 of my tears are because of how little love my mom gives me. I talk back to her and yea that’s a good reason for her to not want to be nice with me. The thing is that she treats me so different from my other siblings. They also talk back to her but for some reason she puts it all on me. She says she has no favorites yet here she is:,) oh well. Not all parents will love you. • • • • • • • • • • • • #personal #weightloss #ed #ednos #edaccount #thiinspiration #bodyimage #mentalhealth #mentalillness #dead #smallwaist #thighgapp

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13 days ago

I told myself I’d never get in a relationship while I had an eating disorder and look at me now. Now I’m worried of disappointing them and I don’t want them to worry :((

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13 days ago

Honestly I want to die so bad

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14 days ago

Weiter kommst du in deinem Leben erst, wenn dein denken frei von der Vergangenheit ist.☝️ gestern war #therapie und da mein Wochenende nicht so gut war und ich psychisch einen großen Rückschlag hatte. Tat das reden gestern umso besser , vorallem weil ich nun besser verstehen kann , warum ich manchmal in gewissen Situationen so reagiere wie ich es tu. Seitdem ist es wie Schuppen von meinen Augen gefallen. Das was mir in meiner Vergangenheit passiert ist. Werde ich nie vergessen , ich denke auch nie verarbeiten. Ich war so jung als es anfing , es hat mein Leben geprägt. Und ein Teil von mir lässt das zu. Der andere möchte aber das beste daraus machen und das beste Leben führen wie es nur geht. Also kämpfe ich , ich kämpfe so gut ich kann auch wenn ich Rückschläge erleide oder eine Zeitlang rückwärts laufe. Der Blick ist immer nach vorne gerichtet 💪 #klinik #psychiatrie #depressionen #trauma #vergangenheit #essstörung #kaloriensteigerung #kalorienzählen #magersuchtrecovery #magersüchtig #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #proana #bulimi #bingeeating #suizidgirl #thighgapp #selfie #selfietime #bodyselfie #bodytransformation #transformation #adipositas #untergewicht #abnehmen #kämpferin #recovery #spiegelselfies

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14 days ago

How have you guys been?

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14 days ago

I’ve been binging a lot again. But I’m starting to lose my appetite.

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17 days ago

- Going hiking again soon! Dad said he wants to go again next week and asked my brother and I if we'd go again and I said yes Of course I said yes, it's really nice and pretty and quiet up there and it's exercise! But it's not like the treadmill where I get bored really easy and need my phone, to listen to music or watch stuff in YouTube so I don't get bored to death (I have a short attention span and get bored all the time/very quickly) And it's like a challenge, I do better in exercise when I make it a challenge lol

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20 days ago

- I didn't get to eat lunch but we went hiking so I was hungry like the whole time and still am UGHHH. Gonna have a good meal when I get home haha Just finished the hiking. Good workout lol Also got to see lizards and hear some kookaburras laugh at us Also there was a girl who went up past us when dad was having a break and she was so skinny!! She had such a thigh gap. And like I'm aiming to lose weight sure but I don't mind too much about having a thigh gap, like I'm not aiming for a thigh gap at all, but seeing her still made me jealous 😅 Also a pair of guys jogged like all the way to the top and all the way back down??? I WISH I was that fit hahahaha

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20 days ago

- Weighed 85.8kgs/189.1lbs. Gonna try and go on the treadmill today. Cramps haven't kicked in yet so maybe today won't be so painful I wanna go hiking again. But i don't have my license so i can't go by myself bc i can't get there. And i don't really have anyone to go with I mean, my dad, brother and i might be going sometime soon, but my dad is 56 and had a heart attack like four or five years ago when he went hiking. And he's not any healthier than he was back then. So i dont really want him going too far or even at all I have one friend i could maybe go with... But she kinda annoys me sometimes. Like i love her and all but she's judgey about weird things towards others, and if i went hiking with her it would mean spending like 8 hours with her overall that day most likely and i just... Don't have it in me for that much socialising lately

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21 days ago

- I didn't mention in my last post but I now have another reason to lose weight sooner rather than later - I'm going to be a bridesmaid!! The wedding is erly next year. So I really gotta get my butt in gear!

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21 days ago

- Fiancé left a few days ago but i just haven't been bothered to go online much other than on my main ig I weighed 85.6kg (188.7lbs) this morning somehow despite not tracking calories or working out for like a week now Also my period started this morning and i've been uncomfortable and in pain all day so... Don't think i'll be exercising today at all either But yay that i've still made some progress, i haven't been tracking calories but I've been trying not to overeat or anything the past few days so Yay still For being like 0.6kg from my first goal

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22 days ago

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23 days ago

Minus 80kilo ! 🙈Guten Abend. Ich hoffe ihr habt heute das tolle Wetter genossen. Wir waren ja heute beim Chinesen und ich habe mich verdammt gut geschlagen wie ich finde !:) als wir da waren , wollte ich zuerst heulen am Tisch. Ich konnte die Hand vom #bärchen nicht los lassen. Es war mir zuviel los. Ich bin immer in Begleitung zum Buffet gegangen. Aber ich habe gut gegessen , was mir geschmeckt hat wurde aufgegessen. Kein #frustessen und kein Schlingen ☝️😊 ich fühle mich gut. Die Woche war verdammt hart. Ich sagte ständig , das alles so ist wie vor der Klinik. Ich zähle wieder mehr. Will mehr Bewegung. Plane die Mahlzeiten strenger. Und verbiete mir wieder alles mögliche. Aber heute war es wie nach der Klinik. Nicht ganz so gut aber nah dran. Nun bin ich müde auf dem Sofa. Die Woche wird wieder stressig aber ich packe das schon :) schönen Sonntag euch noch 😊 #kaloriensteigerung #kalorienzählen #essstörung #magersuchtrecovery #magersüchtig #anorexia #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #recovery #bulimi #bingeeating #klinik #psychiatrie #depressionen #suizidgirl #bodyselfie #bodytransformation #transformation #instagirls #spiegelselfies #adipositas #untergewicht #abnehmen #thighgapp #übergewicht #proana #leggings #kämpferin

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23 days ago

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23 days ago

Schönen Sonntag euch. Gestern waren wir mit Freunden essen. Essen ist im Leben doch schon wichtig für das soziale Leben. Das merke ich immer wieder. Ich hatte einen schönen Abend und es war lecker. Auch wenn ich mich danach wieder viel zu voll gefühlt habe. Lag vielleicht auch daran das wir heute zum Chinesen gehen. Buffet 😱 was tu ich mir da eigentlich immer an 🤪🥴 mal schauen wie es wird. Gestern war #wiegetag und die Schienen nicht so begeistert. Ich weiß es mal wieder nicht 🤷‍♀️ #magersuchtrecovery #magersüchtig #anorexia #anorexiafighter #anorexianervosarecovery #kaloriensteigerung #kalorienzählen #essstörung #bulimi #bingeeating #klinik #psychiatrie #depressionen #suizidgirl #selfie #selfietime #spiegelselfies #bauchfrei #highwaistjeans #thighgapp #abnehmen #untergewicht #bodytransformation #adipositas #kämpferin #salat #burger #instagirls

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23 days ago

i hate life 🙃

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24 days ago

tbt to when i had 2.3k that was cute

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24 days ago

sup, i’m back from death and I’m hating myself more than ever 🙃

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26 days ago

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26 days ago

uuuuuuuuum im not motivated anymore idk

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27 days ago

- Fiancé is coming over and will be here for a few days 😁😁 he's just about to start driving so he'll be here in a lil under two hours WOO also I weighed myself this morning, 86 kgs. Not too bad considering I've barely bee in doing anything weight loss wise the past like three or so days. But I might end up eating less today if the nausea is the same as yesterday And I won't be working out while my fiancé is here, so.... My weight won't go down that much if at all with him here

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29 days ago

- I'm starting on antidepressants tomorrow. I could start tonight, which is tempting, but I already have trouble sleeping and don't want to risk messing up the "sleeping schedule" I just got into lol Also the doctor said its a pretty weight stable one, so that's good I didn't weigh myself today but I know it's up a lil, probs like 86.3kg at least - since I hardly counted calories the past two days, had cake and chocolate both days, and yesterday I didn't work out lmao I want to try and go on the treadmill for a bit today, or do some kind of workout, bc losing weight is still my goal

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