2 hours ago
😱WHY I DECIDED TO COMPETE😱
Ever since I announced on my stories/posts that I plan to compete in March, I've had A LOT of the same question.
"Why do YOU want to do it?"
This question alone made me realize something,
As I've been looking for coaches I'm understanding more and more how I'm not like those girls who step on stage (nothing wrong with that). (Also what I don't want my prep to be like).
I don't want to work towards a pro card.
I don't want to hard diet down as quickly as possible.
However, what I do want is a kick up the ass, an opportunity to bring my body to the NEXT LEVEL.
Without a date, without a reason, I know I'd be more than fine sitting at my current weight with my current shape.
So March YES I will be competing but not in a federation show, instead, it will be a fitness competition. Still competitive but without putting my life on the line LOL.
From there, I will make the decision to compete in a big boy show soon after depending on how I feel.
The more prepared I am/longer the prep, the more sustainable the changes throughout prep. Think of it like this, instead of having to lose 2lbs a week, I can aim to lose 0.5-1lb.
Rushing into a federation show in 4 months with where I am now will fuck with me mentally. While I know I could do it, I don't want my first experience of comp prep to involve a rush to the finish line and quick drastic changes.
*Thinking of my unstable mental health here LOL*
So I will be starting prep next week and I will be sharing everything with you guys as I go along. However, just remember the way I will be training/eating will NOT work for you.
Let me know if there's anything you guys want me to share in particular throughout!
Sending peace, love and bourbon biscuits🍪 at London, United Kingdom