Selfhate Photos & Videos

30 minutes ago

Yesterday I was so tired and ended up eating a lot at dinner 😶 - 01/23/19 Calories today: Breakfast: none Lunch: Chicken: 80g (91kcal) Cherry tomatoes: 69g (12kcal) Salad: 27g (4kcal) Dinner: about 800kcal Total: 900/1000 kcal - (Netto: 800/900kcal)

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58 minutes ago

YES IM STILL ACTIVE I’ve been busy lately but I’ll try to post more. I want to recover but it feels so nice to be skinny.

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2 hours ago

Sorry it's been a while since I've last posted. I've been going through some tough times atm. My therapist got fired after he got a new boss, I'm pretty sure it's because his boss realised that hes making friends with me but I dont have enough evidence. I'm failing in science to the point where I'm gonna have to stay in highschool for 4 and a half years instead of 4 because of it. My mothers in debt to almost 3 digits and im pretty sure it's on me. I havent had a chance to speak to many people so it's been driving me, so much stress from school and me wanting to finish art and shit from home. I've resorted to cutting again, either that or punching/hitting myself, it hurts but its satisfying to me. Makes me realise that. Like this because of me. I could be a decent daughter, sister, aunt, cousin, friend. But I'm not and it's my fault, so I punish myself for not being up to my standards. I guess the only reliefs I have now is spending time with my mom or cat, and being in calls with my best friends. I'm honestly such a mess right now and yet again. The person I hate the most, is myself. Obviously I know I cant be perfect but I want to be like my brother and older sister, their so close to that but I'll never be so it shreds me down Sorry for not posting. Have some hashtags. #saveme #help #helpme #ihatemyself #notgoodenough #selfharm #selfhate #noselfconfidence #killme #failingschool #failure #overwhelmed #stressed

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2 hours ago

If I survive. Its 50/50 right now. I'm glad you love me. I have alot of people who love me. Just nobody who's in love with me. And I dont blame anyone for that. I'm not in love with me either... #winston #5050 #catsstuff #nolove #selfhate

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3 hours ago

not my photo 💔

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3 hours ago

not my photo 💔

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3 hours ago

not my photo 💔

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4 hours ago

not my photo 💔

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4 hours ago

not my photo 💔

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