16 minutes ago
@Kemiolunloyo Says She Has Forgiven @Iyaboojo But She Will Never Forget What She Has Turned Her To Has She Feel Like Being Laid To #Rest Due To The #Trauma She Had #Inflicted On Her
#IyaboOjo caused me to suffer helplessness, guilt, shame, self-blame for being an investigative journalist helping people, feeling shut-down, dissociated, avoiding people, places or situations, quick to anger and moodiness or irritability, fearfulness, Nightmares/Reliving the trauma, startle response when I hear loud noises or unexpected situations, Anxiety or Depression. I have social relationship difficulties, difficulty with short-term memory and a lost sense of purpose and a bereaved sense of self. This is why I have SUICIDAL thoughts to END IT with no money to treat. Imagine no meds work except a sedative that makes my eyes sleep15 hrs/daily side effect blinking 150 X/min. My GOD IS AWAKE.
#ptsdrecovery #ptsdsurvivor #ptsd #ptsdawareness #ptsdstruggles