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“When I grow up, I want to be a missionary.” I was 6 when I first said that. When you’re 6, you don’t have college debt. You don’t feel the ache of being single in a married world. You don’t think about the concerns of adults.
What scares you most when you envision yourself as a cross-cultural worker? Inadequacy? FOMO? Inconvenience? I’m going to say a hard thing in the next sentence, so be prepared.
Your capacity to serve God is directly correlated to your ability to be less concerned with serving yourself.
Don’t hear me wrong: Self-care is essential. You need to recover from self-harm, work through the heaviness of your past with a therapist, find a better fitness program, sharpen your mind and do your part in healing broken relationships.
But, just as God’s heart for restoration in this world is ongoing, so too will be your healing. Anyone currently working in full-time ministry would tell you that God does not call perfect people to serve Him; He calls people who long for restoration through Christ’s perfect love. Like the truth in 1 John 4:18 (ESV), “There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love.” Fear has the capability to ruin you, but God can perfect you in love.
If you are scared or just assuming missions can happen after that elusive “something” happens, my prayer for you is that you would block off two hours this week and get alone with God.
Write out a list of your specific fears. Be fully honest with yourself. Ask Him to help you overcome fear and step into full trust that He will order the events of your life.” -Laura, #LauraLetters #Christar