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Day 15 of 30 EVERY YEAR RESOLUTIONS
Just a little side note, my photos and videos do not necessarily represent my posts that im doing for 30 days, the pictures I'm posting are kinda just to show you guys my thoughts or update you with my training.✔
A big thank you to @kenzierowan for giving me the inspiration I needed today. I woke up very early and had no clue what it was I wanted to speak of today, and then there was Kenzie's post with the perfect tip: Forgive yourself.
Forgive yourself of all of those shitty things you've done in your past. If you don't, you will grow old and be filled with remorse. It may just be that these things haunt you, and No matter how far down the line you get the memory of it still comes back. But that's OKAY. It's okay because you're a different person than you were even just yesterday! If given the same exact circumstances on different days, things may not have panned out the same simply because of how you felt that day. There are so many things that I wish I didn't do when I was younger. I remember being high as hell on some oxycodone my senior year of high school and deciding it was a good idea to humiliate a freshmen by shoving him to the floor. If I could go back in time and change that I absolutely would in a heart beat. And of course I can't even use drugs as an excuse. That was still a conscious decision and it was fucked up of me. That kid did not deserve what I did to him, but as much as I wish things happened differently, they didn't. I'm left with the dark cloud that is my past. The only way to get past things of that nature is to forgive myself, but never forget, because I always want to look back on myself and see how far I have come, and how much I have changed for the better as a man.💯