4 hours ago
Took all the kids to exploratorium in San Francisco. The boys had a blast.... AMITOLA by the way, did not wanna listen, screamed, threw fits, kept running off and kept wanting to be held. Some parents may say “should have took her outside” or something that involves taking her away from everyone and the area. And no, I sat her down and let her cry.
However for myself, I found myself becoming frustrated, miserable during the moment and upset. I was for once Truly mad at my daughter. Mostly because due her behavior I couldn’t enjoy myself. Once we finally got back to the car, I broke down.
I broke down cuz I was mad and truly wanted to have fun. But I had to remember the reality of my life and my baby girl. I had to remind myself that she’s so young, didn’t fully understand where we were, that this was family time, that she needs to Listen and etc. it did ease my mind a bit.
But I had to realize and valid myself (because I felt bad) that it was okay to be upset with my daughter. To be disappointed. And I was!! So allowed myself to feel my emotions, and then moved forward.
To remember that she’ll get older and then we can redo the trip and me and her could have actual fun together.
Motherhood is hard!!!! But it’s doable moms! Well have our moments where we losing our minds, have our breakdowns, get mad at our child(ren) and etc. and you continue to love them❤️❤️❤️❤️ #mybabygirl #mydaughter #mydaughtersrock #mydaughterisbetterthanyours #mydaughterismyworld #mydaughtermylife #mybabygirl #myworld #iloveher #mydaughter #rainbow #myrainbow #nativebaby #nativegirl #motherhood #singlemom #singlemomlife #singlemothers #motherhood #struggleofmotherhood #beingamomishard #ourchildsareworthit