3 hours ago
Okay, this is definitely going to be a make up post since I never did one for our one year (which I’m still disappointed about). Baby, you know how we always wear a yin-yang symbol of some sort? Well, I’ve grown to find the symbol more and more compelling over the past months. We always said you were the yang or white, and that I was yin or black. Well, listen to this: “The ancient symbol of harmony reminds us that life is a balancing act and most fulfilling when we learn to embrace its dualities: the ups and downs, the good times and bad joys, and challenges.” Does that sound like me and you? I think it does, because through every single hurtle, cliff, fall, and hit we continued to press forward. We took what was broken and began to fix it.. we both had worked so hard we couldn’t just throw it all down the drain. Y’know most of my pst relationships.. the people didn’t care enough to wipe away my tears, they didn’t care enough to sit with me through the battle.. they ran. You- you jumped straight into the line of fire for ME.
Most people see us as such a perfect couple.. but we aren’t. We are full of mistakes, arguments, ten minute break ups, and hell several slaps (never from me). The only difference is that we always made up and tried to reevaluate the situation when we weren’t heated and were able to find a solution. That is the most powerful thing that anyone has done with me ever- never give up, and fix things.
You’ve helped me bloom into the man I’ve wanted and strived to be for so fucking long. You gave me the confidence to tell Tracy about my name change, and the fact I wanted to legally get it done.. she said she’ll try and do it in May! I never would’ve even known if I didn’t ask.. hell, you wont even let me pay for my top surgery! Because in your own words, “Paying for your top surgery would be the greatest gift I could ever give you”. Baby, you are the biggest part of my life.. and I hope to keep you as it for many many years to come.. and I think I won (wink, wink).