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The more I put time and effort into my music, the more I sit back and think about my gains and my losses. So many emotions, and al I can do is think about memories I’ve made with friends and family, especially my brother.
If I feel an ounce of regret or “what if’s”, I literally have to put that aside and try to find something good every day. There is one moment that is difficult to overcome, and it’s a regret/“it’s my fault” kind of thing. That is when I lost my kid brother. I was the last person to see him, give him his last kiss, and to give him his last hug. The moments/little things, circling what would be the last time I would see him, gets me more often than not. I know it’s not my fault, but I still have so many questions for him, like if he knows that I’ve always loved him, no matter where my life had taken me in these past 9 years. I may laugh and smile, but I’m still hurting without him.
These moments, including the years I’ve spent with y’all in school, have come up while working with music, and I seriously thank you for each moment you have spent with me.
Such times bring about great music for me. This is why my album, Heart Of Gold, is so important. It’s me sharing who I am, but it’s also letting people know that it’s okay because you have a heart of gold too! Through sorrows and triumphs, I have a heart of gold just like you. “On my journey dealing with the heartbreak
Gloves on the wall because it's too much heart ache
Then I turn to see your loving face
Remembering it takes just a little more faith
Out the door goes the pain from the past
I'll open up, no more shattered glass
Reaching out as if this was my last
Like a dream, I'm taking a chance” #MusicIsLife #MusicChangesLives #MusicProducer #HeartOfGold #LoveAlways #BeTheBestYou #Songwriter #LoveMyFriends #LoveMyFamily #EnjoyTheJourney #RoyalDays #WhyIsMyLifeNotATvShow