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HAPPY #tbt! Last day of the work #week and the #universe knows I needed this weekend to come quick lol! These past few weeks Ive been hellllaa exhausted as I continue to push my #body to new limits! Ive also had a lot of conversations about insecurities that stem from early #childhood and how those effect us today. About how every time you go around a certain tia, they always have to comment on your weight LOL! especially in my culture! I was overweight my entire life, it was the reason I was severely bullied by everyone around me, including #loved ones. I believe lots of it isn't #intentional, I believe that sometimes people dont truly realize how #words can hurt and stick with you and how much we attach ourselves to them. My #legs have always been an insecurity of mine because I had LOOOOTS of cellulite! I used to be afraid to wear #shorts because of the looks of disgust I would get when I would. Not even just from strangers, but from my peers too. Those looks are engraved in my soul. For quite some time, I wasn't #strong #enough to move #past it but there came a point where I had enough and I had to #rock what I had. Cellulite or not, I tried so hard to be #free. When I started my #journey, I realized that I had to love myself through the #process, I wasn't #happy with myself but I was taking steps to #change and THAT'S WHAT MATTERS. It's crucial to #love yourself through the process, to embrace alllll of you, every #stretch mark, every roll, everything that makes you feel imperfect. Because as you continue to #uncover your #soul, you realize that you were perfect all along. IT IS ALLLL IN YOUR HEAD. Feel comfortable in whatever #skin you're in. People are gna judge you regardless so give them something to talk about! Lol If you dont like something, change it!! I wanted to change, I wanted to feel #comfortable and feel #good about myself physically, not even thinking about the true growth that I would obtain mentally and emotionally. At the end of the day it's not about the external, it's about the internal. You can be SEXYYYY AFFF and still be shitty. Make sure that you're working from the inside out. STAY #CONSISTENT!!!