3 hours ago
I'll admit that after everything that's happened and is happening, I was ready to go away forever.
Had a horrible nightmare last night where I returned to Europe only to find that manipulative, abusive cow waiting for me on the platform and I had an accident.
Luckily hospital beds have waterproof mattresses on them so it's not the end of the world. What WAS the end of the world was jumping out of bed without my stick, falling over and smacking my head 😒
But my doctor has told me, and my dad has told me, there is no way they can make me go back for any reason. I am a British citizen with a British passport who is now registered with her old doctor and halfway through her benefit application. I have an address here: I have a loving family here.
Anybody tries to drag me back to that hell on earth will have a fight on their hands. For the past few days with her blowing up my phone constantly and telling me how much of a mess I am, I wanted to give up so much.
But my friends and family are rallying to protect me and I am so grateful for it all. My dad promised me that if she ever tries to come here he's going to take the fucking shot and so I'm not afraid anymore. If she's reading this on the sly you know who you are, you know what you did and you won't be getting away with any of it.
It's good Friday now and this holy week is a great time for spells of protection and courage so I am warding the house and putting a shit tonne of carnelian everywhere: on the windowsill, in the sugar bowls, in every pocket I have and even in my lingerie when I run out of room.
The doctors say they're trying to put an industrial fire out with a single hose and they just can't fight mums' flames anymore. At this point I have to be brave and strong for her, even though the world is ending. I have to find the courage to see this through to the bitter end because I owe her that at least. #sigil #sigils #crystal #crystals #wicca #witchcraft #witch #witchesofinstagram #lazysunday #spooniewitch #spoonie #spoonielife #invisibleillness #chronicillness #chronicpainawareness #chronicpain #chronicwarrior #fightlikeawarrior #pain #struggle #disabled #disability #freespirit #pastelwitch