8 months ago
Look inspired by @milk1422' face chart.
It's okay to distance yourself from toxic people in your life, even if they are family. Generally, I'm just really exhausted, mentally and emotionally, from trying to extend the better part of me to help and be supportive of others while also trying to protect myself and my own sanity. More specifically, I'm just tired of people not owning up to their mistakes, both past and present. Of course, I'll always continue to be supportive of others, but only to those who truly deserve it. I'm tired of wasting my energy on matters that are fruitless and on people who only seek to take and never give back. I'm done being the scapegoat and I'm done with apologizing for being honest. It's sad to know that there are some people who want to see you fail, rather than thrive. It's hurtful knowing that some people hate seeing you happy, pray for your demise, and want to drag you down because of their misery and resentment for who they are and the choices they've made. Overall, I'm just drained from other people exorcising their insecurities on me, using my every move as a means of comparison, and obsessing over everything that I do. I'm just going to try to stay focused on me and the people than matter most. Hoping for for a better and brighter day.
Eyes: @kyliecosmetics 'I want it all' palette (the new black); @juviasplace magic palette (ife & buzo) & the masquerade palette (zobo); @anastasiabeverlyhills Aurora glow kit (spectra)
Base: @makeupforeverus @makeupforeverofficial smoothing primer; @maybelline matte and poreless in 332; @tartecosmetics shape tape concealer in 'light medium'
Cheeks: @makeupforeverofficial @makeupforeverus artist face color in 's116' & 's118'; @narsissist blush in 'Liberté'; @anastasiabeverlyhills x @amrezy highlighter mixed with @fentybeauty killawatt highlighter in 'hu$tla baby'
Brows: @anastasiabeverlyhills dipbrow in 'dark brown' & the ABH clear brow gel
Lips: @kyliecosmetics @kyliejenner matte lip kit (June Bug) & Juvias place magic palette (buzo)