Itwillbeok Photos & Videos

24 minutes ago

It's been the school holiday and we've had fun, we've had laughs, happiness, poo, stress, tantrums and deaf ears 😂 I can honestly say I've loved every minute and we've had a blast!! ♥ I'm finding that I'm not posting here as much at the mo. I think it might be because I feel I need to explain myself less and less if that makes sense. Plus, I have been keeping a secret - I've got a new job!! I start next week! I will be going from 1 day to 3 days a week which is a big deal for me because I'm trusting that life is going to work out. Nanny Mo has always helped me out one day a week so I can work (and I am massively grateful) but since September my eldest has been in school and my youngest has been in nursery 2 full days since January this had given me more free time. I've enjoyed it but sometimes I've not known what to do with myself. I know I'm ready!! The new job is home based and seems perfect! I'm sad to say goodbye to where I worked, I was there for 19 years overall... but, it's the right move for me and I am excited! Gosh, when I look back even only 2 years ago things are so different. Something that sticks with me from the neonatal unit is to look how far we have come... we have come so far and we are happy. We are amazing!! #movingon #nicu #neonatalunit #mentalhealth #changes #movingforward #lifeaftertrauma #lovemyboys #livelovelife #newjob #chooselife #itwillbeok #but #itsoktonotbeok #trust #love

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4 hours ago

The darkest days are the ones that are actually shaping you to the person your supposed to be. Withstanding depression is such a strong thing to do - people don’t realise the energy you use fighting it everyday .. it’s tiring. But as the days go on you begin to build up a resilience to the pain - and eventually the pain will go .. and there you are, the strong person depression tried to defeat #keepgoing Say hey if you need a hand during this part of your life, SAPUK are here✌🏼♥️ ♥️ ☀️ 💡 🕊 #suicideawareness #suicideprevention #suicidequotes #quotes #quotestoliveby #itsokaytonotbeokay #itwillbeok #befree #nomoredemons #youarenotalone #quotesaboutlife #itsokaynottobeokay #live #beyou #behappy #talktome #talktoanyone #speakout #freeyourself #broken #rebuildstrength #leavethelighton #bestrength #behappy #smile #loveyourself #goodbyepast #peaceandlove #people

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7 hours ago

Decide right now that you are going to have a great week! Yes, something or many things may not go or have not been going the way you want them to, however I bet you there is at least one or multiple things that are going right! Focus on that!!😊😊 #doyou #letothersbe #positivity #itwillbeok #begrateful

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14 hours ago

Back from a lovely weekend in Wales with Mr M & my Dad. Unfortunately, Dad had a bit of upsetting/worrying news. He has to go in for an operation on Monday, 29th to remove some very localised, dodgy cells in his bowel. It should be straightforward but my Dad is 78 now so it's the normal concerns about someone having to go under general anesthesia at a more advanced age etc The memories of visiting my Mum and Mother in Law in hospital also don't help my anxiety. Anyway, apologies for not posting something sparkling this morning but after my experience with what happened to my mum, I have learned that it is helpful for me not to bottle things up. @mostlylifting @mcauser @kdotspeed be prepared in case I'm a bit sad/anxious in the week. I hit the garage early to get some barbell therapy in: Light Pause Back Squats, Snatch Doubles from Blocks up to 40kg and some Snatch Pulls to Knee to finish things off. We're off to Dave's Dad's today for lunch and to see his family. Lots of Love to you all ❤️ #weightlifting #weightlifter #w4555kg #garagesession #squats #snatches #pulls #lovemydad #fingerscrossed #teamlowa #eastermonday #iamsad #itwillbeok #welshgirl #dads #family #love #myheart #training #barbelltherapy #girlswholift #wales #nhswales

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1 day ago

"Come, and see the victories of the cross. Christ’s wounds are thy healings, His agonies thy repose, His conflicts thy conquests, His groans thy songs, His pains thine ease, His shame thy glory, His death thy life, His sufferings thy salvation.” Matthew Henry He is risen! Hallelujah! . . . . . . . . #embracethejourney #eastersunday #resurrection #christisrisen #grateful #godsgotthis #beauty #sundaymorning #sunrise #itwillbeok #hallelujah #promisesofgod #instaquote #matthewhenry

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1 day ago

@ all my bi friends i hope you find your person soon -J 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbtpride🌈 #lgbtpride #yourevalid #youmatter #takecareofyourself #loveyourself #itwillbeok #youcandoit #genderbinary #gay #lgbtpride #pridemonth #lesbian #june #bi #trans #loveislove #queer #bisexual #ace #transgenderpride #pansexual #polysexual #gaypride #poly #instagay #keeptheb #asexual • US National Suicide Prevention Hotline 1-800-273-8255 • US National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-4673 • US National Child Abuse Hotline 1-800-422-4453 • US National Runaway Safeline 1-800-786-2929 • US National Domestic Violence Hotline 1-800-799-7233 • UK Sexual Assault Hotline (females) 0808-800-0123 • UK Sexual Assault Hotline (males) 0808-800-0122 • Anxiety UK 0844-477-5774 • UK Eating Disorder Support 0149-479-3223 • CA Mental Health Crisis Line 1-866-996-0991 • Brazil Helpline 55-51-211-2888 • stay safe and remember you are valid💚

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2 days ago

🤦‍♀️ Staying Positive is way harder than just being negative, especially with HS. Like I said before, I work on it everyday and some days try to get the best of me. That is today. 🙄😞 Let's be real. These days will happen! Feeling good a few days ago and I go and kneel down. That was painful and looks like it ripped a hole in my incision. Then the next day I lean over from the couch to grab something and ouchy! 🤦‍♀️ You don't realize how much an area moves until you cant move it without pain! Now I have been sore and trying to take it easy. Lastly, my body doesn't like the dissolvable stitches. It is pushing them out which is irritating me. I try to trim but I cant reach and when I do, it goes back inside and caused a blood blister and there is a swollen spot that wasn't that swollen before. Talk about heart drop because I am not sure if it is due to the irritating stitches or is it an HS spot returning?! I am leaning towards stitches irritating it because it feels different than the HS but I'm still concerned. I know you all understand that feeling when you find a possible spot. 😳😥 Might need to go in sooner than Friday to get those stitches removed. They wont dissolve outside the body. So they would just fall out or be removed. We will see. I'm just going to relax and continue to remind myself that I am still healing. Enjoy your Weekend Warriors! #hswarrior #unbreakable #warrior #hidradenitissuppurativa #chronicillness #autoimmunedisease #nevergiveup #movingforward #letsdothis #hidradenitissuppurativaawareness #thatpeachylife #surgery #recovering #healing #staystrongwarriors #staypositive #pityday #bereal #worried #deepbreaths #thinkpositive #itwillbeok #takeiteasy #noworries #everythingisfine

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2 days ago

Relationships - safe, genuine, honest, real, meaningful, free to be me, nurturing. That is what a real relationship means to me. What are the "must haves" that make a relationship real for you? . Relationships, all of them - not just couples, require investment, being in the moment, putting aside technology, connecting in a real and authentic way. . If you can speak your truth, have your voice, be allowed your feelings, allowed to say no thank you - then to me *that* is a real and authentic relationship. If you can't have those things, if you must twist yourself into something you're not to please someone who isn't pleased in the end anyway then what's the point? What exactly are you holding on to and hoping for? . At that point either you have to change into something you're not or the other person has to change into something they are not. Why not just allow others to just be and set them free to be who they are and you be you? If that works together then great, if not allow others their space and freedom to be the human they are and wish to be. Free Will, free choice. . It works so much better to walk beside others in their journey through life, support them where we can, cheer them on when needed, let them travel their individual journey instead of either pushing them or pulling them to our wishes. What do you think? . #loveauthentic #loveintentionally #authenticself #reallifestuff #relationshipstuff #cptsd #needenergy #harddays #longday #itwillbeok #imstrongernow #iamstrong #iamwellandgood #tomorrowisanotherday #lifeistough #tired #tootired #lowbattery #lowenergy #roughday #friendship #realfriendship #selfcare

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2 days ago

y’all don’t be toxic to others in the community this has been a PSA -J🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbtpride🌈 #lgbtpride #yourevalid #youmatter #takecareofyourself #loveyourself #itwillbeok #youcandoit #genderbinary #gay #lgbtpride #pridemonth #lesbian #june #bi #trans #loveislove #queer #bisexual #ace #transgenderpride #pansexual #polysexual #gaypride #poly #instagay #keeptheb #asexual • US National Suicide Prevention Hotline 1-800-273-8255 • US National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-4673 • US National Child Abuse Hotline 1-800-422-4453 • US National Runaway Safeline 1-800-786-2929 • US National Domestic Violence Hotline 1-800-799-7233 • UK Sexual Assault Hotline (females) 0808-800-0123 • UK Sexual Assault Hotline (males) 0808-800-0122 • Anxiety UK 0844-477-5774 • UK Eating Disorder Support 0149-479-3223 • CA Mental Health Crisis Line 1-866-996-0991 • Brazil Helpline 55-51-211-2888 • stay safe and remember you are valid💚

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3 days ago

How it all started. Flattened cardboard boxes as "insulation" a single airbed, a quilt and wearing loads of layers to keep warm. I loved it from the very first time. The freedom. Appreciating every step of the conversion, the sound deadening, the insulation. I'm in the second year of converting it. It's not finished, but imagine if I had waited until it was..... I would have missed the amazing sunrises at Brixham. The nights when it was so cold I had to wear thermals and hats to keep warm. The nights when it was so hot I had to have the windows and doors open. The cheese and pickle toasties in my ridgemonkey. The afternoons when I just drove to Totnes and lay in my van watching the world go by on the river. The football world Cup games I watched at Tintagel. Us getting knocked out of the world Cup (at Tintagel) Me having to go back to my van after drinking two pints of rattlers in a beer garden, because that's all I could manage (have you tried that stuff?!) The lady in Teignmouth walking right up to my van, when I had the back doors open, watching the sun go down, beckoning her husband to come and look at it, because it was "cute". Don't mind me love. Thinking I was a total boss girl because I found a way to hold the curtains up (extra strong magnets). The bloody thing having to go in the garage every time I went on the motorway. Me ranting at the recovery service, telling them I wanted to push the van off a cliff. Them laughing at me because I said that (I was deadly serious). Exploring the peak district (truly amazing). The freedom. The rants. The "I'm gonna sell it" moments. Wondering if there were toilets nearby. Rejoicing when they were open all night. It all happened, in my van. I wouldn't change it. And if it doesn't work out? I've got my tent 😉 The point of my post is, if you wait until things are perfect, you'll never get anything done. #thatwasalongpost #appreciationpost #jeez #vanlife #chill #doit #love #dontwait #letsgo #noregrets #dontmissout #notperfect #perfect #justdoit #now #probshadtoomuchpinkgin #itwillbeok #noregrets #happy #grateful #lovemyvan

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3 days ago

A few nights ago we had a pipe burst in our bathroom. Unfortunately that pipe is above where I keep all of my things in our basement. The water leaked all over pictures, kids awards and artwork I have been keeping since they were little. I was really angry and upset at first and may have said a curse word, or two but as I was cleaning things up I picked up this book and this was stuck to it. Dripping wet, but it was still a sign that I am on the right path. I’m definitely starting to look at things in a new light and how I reacted to this compared to how I would have BEFORE was significant.

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