9 months ago
OFF-GRID LIVING. That's what we've been doing the past week. We were totally IN LOVE with the idea of being your own provider, being autonomous, being badass. Well, that was before this week. I don't want to be badass anymore. Or I do, but I'll have to find a different kind of badass. Because this week has been hard. Very hard. I kept wondering what the hell is wrong with me. We have everything we want and we have way more than we need. We can swim naked in this huge pool at any time of the day. I have the best company in the world (hubs) and I really don't mind being alone, it never makes me feel lonely. So 'lonely' was not the right description for what we're feeling. And then I read this article about living off-grid, second alinea: "you're going to be extremely isolated". Yes, that's exactly how I feel. Especially when the wifi stopped working as well (for two days).Extremely isolated. I love spending time alone but I love people as well. I love a good balance. And this is not balance. So I needed a big cry with some hyperventilation on top of that to realise how I feel. We'll be home on Sunday and just thinking about having breakfast with the parents makes me cry. I can't wait. I am so so grateful for the past month, we have learned so much. This place has been fantastic. So thank you, thank you, thank you. But now I wanna go home.
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