2 days ago
Lately I’ve been uninspired, lazy, work only kind of mind set, social resistant, less motivated, stagnant, skeptical, unfocused, and not really myself. Nobody posts the bad stuff on here tho, everyone just wants you to see the good sides of their lives. The pretty photos of their vacations, their accomplishments, and the happy families. We don’t post the long hours it took for that vacation they’ve been waiting years for, the hard work it takes to get to those accomplishments, or even what ends up making or breaking those families. Well sadly I forgot that for a second I got so wrapped up in fixing my credit, getting a home, working harder, trying to get more promotions, and trying to make my life fit this picture perfect vision I lost site of the things that motivated me, that inspired me, and that made me who I was meant to be...
I stopped going to the gym and living my normal lifestyle, stopped reading books or writing my poetry as much, I pulled back on social outings and making real human connections, I lost time with my family, and I lost myself to sleep and solitude.
I see that now and I just wanted you to know if you ever feel this way your not alone people just don’t post a lot of the bad and that’s ok just know your feelings are felt and soon this season to will be over and you shed this lonely skin. ♥️
#nofilter #seethebad #bereal #letitallhangout #giraffe #stuffedanimals #girlswithtattoos #girlswithpiercings #hotmess #brunette #uninspired
Ps. Yes I sleep with a stuffed giraffe from when I was 3 makes a good pillow #hatersgonnahate #haterswillsayitsfake