18 hours ago
I often feel as if I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. 🌎 Well, my children are my world, so it’s pretty much true. I fought hard to have them and I would do anything for them, so why is it that I tend to hide or slack off when an opportunity presents itself for me to make their lives even better.
My motivation has been called out this week, and it’s weighing heavily on my mind. Like, REALLY HEAVY! I spend about 18 hours of every day awake. Of those 18, between working out, our commute to and from school/work, getting everyone fed (minus my husband- he can fend for himself 😉), and then trying to working my side biz... I *maybe* get an hour to myself. Maybe. And then I get just enough sleep to where I am able to function (my morning workouts & healthy eating plan help with my energy levels). Between dance and soccer, aside from the occasional holiday or sick day, my husband and I have not had a Saturday morning off in almost 4 years (lucky for us though, we’re FINALLY taking this summer off!!).😱
Guys, it’s tough! And this is not me complaining... I’m simply calling myself out! As hard as I am working, I am STILL not working hard enough!! Is there anyone out there who can relate to me?!? I know there’s a way to give my family the life we deserve without having to pull my hair out each and every day... because I’ve seen it happen for other normal, introverted, dreamers like myself. And I WANT THAT LIFE! I want to be able to DREAM BIG and see those dreams come to life.
I previously said my motivation was called out this week. Someone told to wake up every morning, look my kids in the eyes, and tell them “you are not worth it.” ... ... ... 👀. Yeah... so that’s not gonna happen, and even though I have no idea what I’m doing, GAME ON! 🙌🏻. Who’s playing along with me? at Columbus, Ohio