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23/02/19 - Good morning 💐🍵🥣. . Breakfast today was toast with marmalade, scotch raisin pancake, Handful of raspberries and CEREAL AND MILK! (massive fear food but I ate it anyway because if i didn't do it now my future self would just have to struggle with it. Ur welcome future self.)
WHERE IM AT:
So, I'm on weight restoration atm and even though I am gaining, I still have so much further to go until im weight restored. This is rly hard on my body image because I've actually come to accept my body with how it is right now. I know when I was in hospital I just looked scarily skinny and pretty ugly, but now that I've gained a little, this is the happiest I've ever been with my body even though I'm still underweight. I know I have to keep gaining but it's just hard for my head to accept that I'm going to look bigger than I am right now. This is all Ana just playing tricks with my head but it's still scary af. But anyway, why should body shape and appearance even matter? I just wanna try and let go and enjoy life... ❤️🍵💐
. "beauty is within"