6 hours ago
So the day after me and S agreed to be civil to eachother, she started on me in science and was saying shit and going on and on about the time I slapped her saying that I assaulted her and blah blah even though that happened like 2 months ago and I got excluded for 2 days because of it so her bringing it up again makes no fucking sense, anyways while she was starting I was trying so hard not to lose my cool meanwhile K and A were sat behind us telling us to both stop bitching even though she was the one starting on me so like ??? Anyways I had enough of that shit so I got up and walked straight out, so that was fun. So the next day S wasn't in because she had spread some personal shit about this year 11, (let's call her L) L and got her kicked out of her foster home which made her pissed at S so S was too scared to show up. K was confusing the shit out of me like I had no idea if she was still pissed at me or not so when I got home I texted her asking if she was still upset at me, turns out she was but wouldn't tell me why and then told me to leave her alone when I asked her what I could do to stop her being upset at me so lots of shit had been piling up and that was the last straw, so I had a huge mental breakdown and am now in the process of moving back to my old school because I've honestly had enough of that shit and maybe if I get out of that shithole my mental state will improve and I won't feel like killing myself every fucking day, so it's gonna take 1 - 2 weeks until im able to go back which means I get free time to do whatever which is nice. The only person I'd told was E but she told other people and it's a small school so shit spreads like wildfire so I ended up having 4 people texting me at the same time including K who is now convinced that she's the only reason im leaving even though I've told her that isn't true, Ah this is a mess.
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