7 hours ago
This is so hard to say, but I have been suffering a lot and going through so many rollercoasters of emotions these past months that have passed by. I know it was noticeable by me posting funny memes, humor memes, but I feel that I should be honest with all my followers. I hope all of you understand.
But On April 16th my dear cousin Susanna Ramirez was hit by car, the car unfortunately didn’t stop which was a hit and run. She later passed on April 19th, it was all over the news, and I do thank the news broadcast for helping my family and I search for the driver and still continue to do so. My life has forever changed after her passing. It also has taught me a lot. She leaves behind her mom, sibling, children of (2), cousins, aunts, and uncles. There are days where I am fine, there are days where I will break down. I am not fully healed and I know it’s okay to not be fully healed and I know it’s okay to cry, because that’s what I do need, I know it doesn’t mean I’m weak, I’m going through the stages of grief. I’m angry at times, I’m sad at times, or I’m going through them all at once or just individually. My heart hurts deeply. I would take any day back to have her again, but now she’s resting and lives forever in my heart and is alive in my heart. Remember to love, and remember to say you love your family you never know what life has ahead of us. Live like it’s your last day.
This is for you cousin Susanna, I will remember you each day that I live, you were such a great person with so much to give. I feel so honored to be your cousin. I want you to know that I really cared for you and still do, I won’t say goodbye, it’s a I will see you later. I love you with all my heart, and I miss you so much. “Jesus, I need you. Every moment I need you. I need your presence forever ” Help heal my heart Lord. I know I can’t do this alone.