2 hours ago
Update on my health: I've never been so fucked up in my entire life, BUT, I do feel better. I won't go into too much details, but it is better than before for sure. Still have my walls up, 100% antisocial behavior, unsolved shit etc etc etc. I am a very hard head person that can't forgive. I can't even forgive myself from my own mistakes. I don't trust anyone else and there is no talking, therapy, anything that can change it. My heart is warm and kind, but it can be very, very strange, stubborn and harsh. I am not superficial, I feel things deeper and it sucks. Iam still recovering and I hope someday I can feel better. For now that is it.