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The secret to a happier and healthier life starts within. It doesn’t happen overnight and it starts with small simple changes. It might be starting to have a look at what you eat, the things you do, the people you talk to, exercising, practising meditation, standing up for yourself or doing something you’ve been putting off. You can have that dream body and life you envision, but you have to remember, that it starts with you 😊💫

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When did I become so afraid? Tonight I took Piccolo on a later walk then usual since I “didn’t have time” this morning (meaning I forgot, felt guilty, so made sure I got one in when I got home). The entire time I was anxious and looking over my shoulder even though I was in well lit residential area with busy traffic (and it was only 9:00). Considering i use to walk across St.Albert as a teenager/young adult at 3 am! I think night walks are relaxing, so I hope I can work on this anxiety and really start enjoying them more this summer. #thoughts #rants #anxiety #selflove #walk #nightwalk #selfcare #lifestyle #lifestyleblog #lights #depression #mentalhealth #mentalillnes #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdthings at Calgary, Alberta

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Whether you say divine, numinous, or magical there are things in this universe which won't be understood in my lifetime. This made me uncomfortable for most of my life. I wanted to know answers to all the big questions. Then, as I got more old and wise, I began to search for the important questions rather than the answers to queries others have posed before me. Today, I am trying to reject the notions of all of these things. The why and the how are equally pointless when faced with the reality of how small and insignificant I and my life are compared to a likely infinite universe which is possibly inside a multiverse. And yet, I am that universe. Stars gave their lives for nearly every atom within my body. In turn, most of these atoms have existed in other beings since that moment billions of years ago when life first formed on this lonely world. I am one with my world, my thoughts unique and worthy of note, if only to myself. Because that which I know as myself, is larger than the universe has ever, will ever, could ever be. Be well. #anxiety #depression #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #wellness #recovery #waltwhitman

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i hate everything about myself

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Jumping up because the warm weather is finally here 💖 Anyways, I went to a preschool yesterday and I did so great, they have asked me to be the photographer that goes to there school for every season now!! I feel sooo incredibly thankful! I had such a fun time at that school! The kids were amazing and the staff was very helpful! I feel like I’m finally earning my spot with this team. I feel like I’ve changed so much professionally, I’ve learned so many new things not only with photography but with myself. This job has forced to me leave so many comfort zones and I would absolutely not be the person I am today without this job. ED wise, I’m about the same. My ed is my own little secret. My second life. I have one life where I’m at an awesome job, successful, making great money, having great coworkers, and then my second life. Behind closed doors, struggling to love who I truly am. Binging and then purging. Restricting through the day. I went on a big binge purge episode tonight. I got myself a package of mini cupcakes and those cookies with the colored icing that was always at every party, and I would eat them, eat them until I felt nauseous, and then go purge. I literally feel the weight gain when I binge on them and then feel it go away once I purge it all. Unfortunately not many people I’m close with really gets it, but a part of me is ok with that too. My boyfriend probably knows deep down I’m still purging but he knows he can’t do much. I hate that I’m doing this to him, but I don’t know what else to do. I wish I could love myself again. #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #bulimiarecovery #fighting #bpd #depression #anarecovery #borderline #bipolar #anxiety #treatment #fighting #depressed #angry #foodwarrior #anawarrior #fightinghard #hopes #ambition #recoverywarrior #recoverywarriors #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #recoverycommunity #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness

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You are great just the way you are. I know it’s hard not to be so judgmental of yourself and overthink everything! I’m guilty 🙋🏾‍♀️ I learn everyday you don’t have to worried about everything all day and just do what you can TODAY and let the things fall into place as they may. For my mom friends out there YOU’RE AWESOME! . . . . . #mentalhealthblogger #bipolar #mentalhealthsupport #ptsd #motivation #bpd #momstruggles #mentalillness #maternalmentalhealth #selfcare #mindfulness #mentalhealthmemes #mentalwellness #depression #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #endthestigma #mentalhealthstigma #fitnessmotivation #mentalhealthblog #mentalhealthadvocate #positivevibes #mentalhealth #selflove #mentalhealthwarrior #loveyourself #sanitynsweat #anxiety #mentalhealthmatters #therapy via @hashtagexpert at San Diego, California

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Little angel go away come again some other day The devil has my ear today I'll never hear a word you say He promised I would find a little solace And some peace of mind. . . . . . . #tattooedgirlsofig  #tattooedgirls #piercedgirl #selfieofday  #blackclothesforever #alternativegirl #gingerhair #blackandwhitephotography #darkmakeup  #alternativelook #darkgirl #girloftheday #gothmodel  #instagoth #depression #anxiety #bpd #borderline #girlportrait #otakugirl #girlwithtattoos #hannya

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Why am I like this? 🤔

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I'm watching a movie where they fight and break up but get back together... And I'm starting to be bitter about all relationships. With someone? I can't imagine how great that must be. Broken up? That's so great you had someone. 2nd marriage? Wow two people loved you enough to marry you. I never, ever, EVER imagined that on my 37th birthday I'd be just as alone as I was in highschool. I told myself then that someone would eventually love me... It's hard to keep believing but not understanding why. #lonely #alone #empty #mentalhealth #bpd #depression #foreveralone

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❗️replacing “but” with ”and” when I talk/write is my favorite way to practice thinking dialectically! ways to think dialectically: 1️⃣ remember there is always more than one side to anything; look for both sides 2️⃣ be aware that you are connected to the world around you 3️⃣ embrace change & accept reality 4️⃣ change is transactional: remember that you affect your environment and your environment affects you❗️ #dbtoftheday • • • • (my slight revision of the work of dbt mama marsha m. linehan) #doodles #nonbinary #nonbinaryartist #losangeles #laartists #localartistst #queer #queerartist #digitalartist #procreate #procreateapp #mentalhealth #dbt #dbttherapy #bpd #borderline #depression #anxiety #therapy #mentalillness #selflove #dialectics #thinkingdialectically at Los Angeles, California

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My latest fix up project!! These were overalls I got in the largest size over the internet and they weren't long enough for my torso 😭. I loved them so much that I would wear them anyways even though the straps were lengthened to their max, the front panel hung pretty low and it was too tight to sit! 😂 My main goal was to open up the middle to put a panel in to get some wiggle room. 💪 I had this super cute flower fabric lying around that matched it really well. To tie the middle strip in with the rest of the overalls, I took off the original pockets and replaced them with the new fabric. So much more comfy now!!! I can even crouch! 🎉 . . . #overalls #mori #pastelgoth #alienfashion #sewing #handmade #maker #makersofinstagram #tailor #tailorsofinstagram #sewist #sewistsofinstagram #sewer #sewersofinstagram #ootd #outfitoftheday #outfitpost #lookoftheday #lookbook #currentlywearing #todaysoutfit #dyedhair #ace #acethetic #asexual #agender #vegan #nonbinary #bpd #borderline

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CR: @borderline_but_beautiful Sometimes it feels too hard to keep going, every time I think I’m getting it together I mess up. And I know it’s all part of life and part of recovery, nothing is ever going to be perfect. But it’s so hard for me to see things in the middle, to see things as “okay” instead of either perfect or terrible. I’m trying to care for myself right now, but I’m having a hard time being kind to myself.

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Update on my health: I've never been so fucked up in my entire life, BUT, I do feel better. I won't go into too much details, but it is better than before for sure. Still have my walls up, 100% antisocial behavior, unsolved shit etc etc etc. I am a very hard head person that can't forgive. I can't even forgive myself from my own mistakes. I don't trust anyone else and there is no talking, therapy, anything that can change it. My heart is warm and kind, but it can be very, very strange, stubborn and harsh. I am not superficial, I feel things deeper and it sucks. Iam still recovering and I hope someday I can feel better. For now that is it.

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Having a mental illness has made me more aware of other people’s pain. It has changed my perspective of the world, and taught me empathy and compassion for others. I want to help other people because I know what it feels like to suffer through your darkest times alone 💖 #bpd #bpdawareness #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #dissociativeidentitydisorder #psychosis #multiplepersonalitydisorder #bipolar #bipolarawareness #depression #depressionawareness #anxietyawareness #anxiety #schizophrenia #schizophreniaawareness #ptsd #ptsdawareness #abusesurvivor #personalitydisorders #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #stopthestigma #breakthestigma #endthestigma #likeforlikes #followforfollowback

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Everything can be going well in my life and I still want to fucking die. I will never be consistently happy. I will never be enough and always too much. No one acknowledges me when I cry anymore. It happens so often that my dad will continue his TV show and my brother will continue his video games. My boyfriend scrolls on his phone. I feel like no one cares about me. I feel misunderstood 100 percent of the time. I'm never going to beat this. I don't know when I'm gonna ever be okay. I don't even see myself living past 30 years old. I am told I'm manipulative and abusive when I know I'm not. I'm ignored like I don't matter. In all reality I just want to be loved I just want to be cherished I just want to know I'm not a fucking burden to SOMEONE. I don't deserve this life I have. I'm so fucking sad 95% of the time. I try so so fucking hard to be okay and all my efforts are for nothing. I'm so sick of this life. I'm sick of being constantly heartbroken and disappointed. I hate being this way. I hate MYSELF. I want to love myself so fucking bad. SO BAD. but #bpd shoots me down every fucking time. I'm so over this. I want to give up. #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #borderlinepersonality #bpdrecovery #mentalillness #mentalillnessfeelslike #bpdwarrior

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"For you- you can escape. You can walk away from me at any moment. I am left there in my mind, left in this confusion I call my life."

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Repost @memesformentalhealth This actually made my heart feel heavy because this is so true. I was so alone my whole childhood, no siblings and alcoholic parents that do nothing but work all day then drink all night. (My mum doesn’t drink anymore) so I had a VERY lonely childhood. I always dreams of what I would be able to do once I grew up, how I’d never have to worry bout anything and do whatever I wanted and not be so alone. Nope now I’m stuck dealing with all those issues again and again. #positivity #breakthestigma #bpd #mentalhealthawareness #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #depression #ocd #cptsd #borderline #bpdmemes #recovery #borderlinepersonality #bpdawareness #depressionmemes #bpdrecovery #relatable #bpd #memeaccount #actuallyborderline #bpdsupport #actuallybpd #personalitydisorder #relatable #addiction #photooftheday #breakthestigma #abuse #clusterb #memes #meme #funnymemes at Christchurch, New Zealand

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Yep, my therapist says it’s the second component of why I have #bpd

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Thank god for my psychiatric medication. Grateful for my pharmaceuticals everyday. There’s so much stigma about taking medication for your brain, but we don’t criticise people for other types of medical assistance - whether it’s diabetics taking medication or deaf people using hearing aids. Medications can be an integral part of your treatment plan or disability assistance and taking them doesn’t mean you’re weak. ❤️ . Image reposted from @emotions_therapy ❤️ . #mentalillness #mental #mentalhealthmatters #selfcare #selfcaretips #selfcarematters #mentalwellness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalhealthsupport #habits #habit #goodhabits #lifestylecoach #bipolar #bipolarawareness #depression #depressionrecovery #anxiety #anxietyrelief #anxietyhelp #ocd #ocdproblems #bpd #bpdrecovery #socialanxiety

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Thank god for my psychiatric medication. Grateful for my pharmaceuticals everyday. There’s so much stigma about taking medication for your brain, but we don’t criticise people for other types of medical assistance - whether it’s diabetics taking medication or deaf people using hearing aids. Medications can be an integral part of your treatment plan or disability assistance and taking them doesn’t mean you’re weak. ❤️ . Image reposted from @emotions_therapy ❤️ . #mentalillness #mental #mentalhealthmatters #selfcare #selfcaretips #selfcarematters #mentalwellness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalhealthsupport #habits #habit #goodhabits #lifestylecoach #bipolar #bipolarawareness #depression #depressionrecovery #anxiety #anxietyrelief #anxietyhelp #ocd #ocdproblems #bpd #bpdrecovery #socialanxiety

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CR @sadbetchmemes Me this morning, I have therapy in two days and I’ve been getting super anxious thinking about it. I just can’t fucking talk and I feel honestly useless. They won’t let me stop, but they’re allowing my next appointment to be the 8th of April to see how I will cope. I’m honestly scared. #positivity #breakthestigma #bpd #mentalhealthawareness #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #depression #ocd #cptsd #borderline #bpdmemes #recovery #borderlinepersonality #bpdawareness #depressionmemes #bpdrecovery #relatable #bpd #memeaccount #actuallyborderline #bpdsupport #actuallybpd #personalitydisorder #relatable #addiction #photooftheday #breakthestigma #abuse #clusterb #memes #meme #funnymemes at Christchurch, New Zealand

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Night meds ✔ So sleep time soon and another night of not acting on my urges. Taking it one day at a time. I can do this.

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Mentally I’ve been struggling recently. The brightness of spring has been a welcome sight and I’ve been able to get out of the house more. Friends took me to Endcliffe Park this week where we fed the ducks, paid our respects at the #miamigomemorial and walked along the gorgeous river. For a little while I left the demons behind. #bpd #mentalhealthawareness #panicdisorder #depression #mentalhealth #panicattacks #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #bpdrecovery #sheffield #sheffieldissuper #KCACOLS #water #endcliffepark #spring #mentalillness #bingeeatingdisoder #sicknotweak at Endcliffe park

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We all tried so hard today and we did it! We managed to film an aerial hammock music video for the first single off my new album. Thank for working tirelessly today @jenajac, @alicespinacina, @rauniemaephoto, it means so much to me to have you guys on this project.❤️🧡💛 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #mentalhealth #depression #anxiety #mentalillness #recovery #love #depressed #bipolar #health #bpd #mentalhealthawareness #selflove #motivation #inspiration #ptsd #eatingdisorder #positivity #mentalhealthrecovery #life #sadgirlsclub #endstigma #quote #wellness #selfcare #staystrong #therapy #singersongwriter #selfacceptance #chronicillness #chronicpain

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