Beautifuldisaster Photos & Videos

2 hours ago

Repeat after Me...... I am only in competition with MYSELF!!! I won’t compare myself to others!!! I am wonderful, beautiful ME!! I am the only one in control of my life!!! I will take control of what I can control!!! The only person that can live my best life is ME!! This process is not just about fitness goals... the mental transformation is SO much More! I am stronger mentally, emotionally and physically. And being reminded of these things everyday from the amazing @shaunt is just icing on the cake! Thank you Shaun T for always pushing us, motivating us and recognizing it is only us who can change our lives! #fridayvibes #notjustfitness #lifemotivation #takecontrol #week5 #day5 #wherethereisstrugglethereisstrength at Delaware

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3 hours ago

Not the best picture, but it's real 🙄 Shows how I've been feeling... • • I’m two days away from the two month post-surgery mark. Oh, what a roller coaster of emotions. I am happy; I am sad; I am irritable; I am frustrated; I am tired. In all honesty, I feel defeated this month, and have been letting my emotions get the best of me. It feels like they’re breaking me. This month was full of trial and error. Foods I used to be able to eat, I can no longer tolerate. Things I used to crave don’t sound satisfying anymore. I’ve never puked so much in my life 😭😭 I have no appetite or desire to eat, I’m tired and I am so over puking. You can only imagine what my energy level is like! My hair feels like it’s thinning out. Most days, I feel like a complete, defeated mess. I’m truly struggling this month. Some days are easier than others, though. I refuse to quit on myself! This last month, I have gone down another 12 pounds. Working out is starting to become an outlet for me. It’s helped with all my emotions. I hope things start getting better soon, because honestly, some days I can’t function. Crying isn’t my answer; it doesn’t help me feel any better. Thank you to everyone who has been in my corner. I appreciate you! Here’s to another month. Wish me luck! • • • #BeautifulDisaster #SelfLove #SelfGrowth #SelfCare #WeightLossSurgery #PostTwoMonths #VerticleSleeveGastrectomy #VSG #SwedishMedicalCenter #FuckWhatYouThink #LivingMyBestLife #Struggles #Postop #ThereWillBeBetterDays #UnderConstruction #GivingMyselfAnotherChance #TakeCareOfYourself

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4 hours ago

Yesterday I told you I was reading the second book this month to have a character named America. If you didn't guess, here it is! One of my current reads is Beautiful Disaster by Jamie McGuire! If you catch me humming 311 songs, blame it on this book 😉 #BBCinderella #bookcollector #bookbattle @bookbattle #booksbooksbooks #bookwithahuman #bookwithshadow #bookwithshadows #bookwithlashingout #bookwithlantern #book #booklady #bookland #booklantern #lazy #lanterns #lanternfestival #lantern #lanternlightfestival #lanternbooks #lanternbook #beautiful #beautifuldisaster #jamiemcguire

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5 hours ago

🚨LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL, BUT NOT ALWAYS It has lots of problems you have to face everyday. Don't worry though! All these problems make you strong, it gives you courage to stand alone in future. Life is full of moments of joy, pleasure, success and comfort punctuated by misery, defeat, failures and problems. There is no human being on Earth, strong, powerful, wise or rich, who has not experienced, struggle, suffering or failure. You have to work hard to reach to the highest position. Life is full of paths, you just have to choose the right one. . . . #lifeisbeautiful #beautifuldisaster #lifeisshort #recoveryisworthit #healthconscious #cantsleep #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #hippiechic #bohemianstyle #edwarrior #anarecovery #balancednotclean #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #cbd #cloudninecbd #cbdoil #cannibuscures #naturalmedicine #hempoil #cbdheals #cbdlife #cbdcures #cbdbenefits #cbdproducts #helathconscious #naturalsolutions

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6 hours ago

Same girl, different attitude. Well, honestly my attitude hasn't changed either. I am the same smart ass that I used to be. Only difference is now I have found inner peace with myself. And I no longer need others approval of me. I am who I am. Either you like me or you don't. I will not lose sleep over it. Sure, I am like most people and want people to like me but I will not change to fit in your box. I don't have a box. I have a circle and it's a small one. #truth #beautifuldisaster #beautifullybroken #selflove #inspireothers #vsgjourney #weightloss #strongerthanyouthink #strongwomenraisestrongdaughters #wearyourskinproudly #vsgsurgery #weightlosssurgery #weightlosstransformation #stayinyourownbox #ilikemycircle #mfprincess #iamenough #everyonehasastory

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7 hours ago

Since I “look” like a healthy woman when I am in public, it’s assumed that I must be. How it is possible that someone who looks good can be suffering so much, they wonder. You don’t see how I look the 99% of the time that I’m at home. In my pj’s, unbrushed hair, not showered and puffy eyes from crying - that’s the real me. Make up can make me look pretty and healthy, clothes can make me look put together. Nobody (or a few close friends and my parents) are the only ones who see me as the disaster I am at home. I know if you look better then you feel better. I try to sometimes when I have a bit of energy. It’s like if someone has knee problems. If you don’t see them with it wrapped up, limping, or using a cane then you may not think twice about asking them how it’s doing. But with the visible signs, you are made aware. I even thought of taking short daily videos for my Doctor. He’d then see me as I really am. It’s embarrassing though. Nobody wants to be seen ‘a beautiful disaster.’ I think we try and expend enormous energy to try and look and feel as ‘normal’ as possible. Just like putting on a fake smile sometimes to hide our physical and/or emotional pain and suffering. We fear prejudice and judgement from society. Fear of not being believed, or have to justify our illnesses/pain to others, school or work. Having an invisible disability still seems to have a stigma attached to it. Now that celebrities have been diagnosed with invisible illnesses and are sharing their stories, it has helped spread understanding and awareness. Society believes that if “they” have one (invisible illness) then it “must be real.” Sadly, it takes this to open people’s eyes. Whatever it takes is beneficial for all chronic illness and pain warriors.

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10 hours ago

Good morning!!🌻 Happy Friday y'all!! 😉 Up & at 'em with these babies right here!! Within 20 minutes into taking them, I will have my jump-start⚡, and all day 🔋... Just by supplying my body, with the ultimate in nutrition, that it craves... 🙌🙌🙌 • • • #FitnessFriday #Nutrition #Vitamins #Supplements #Enzymes #AminoAcids #Antioxidants #Minerals #FeelYourNutritionWorking #Dedication #Determination #Fitness #FitLife #Goals #Health #HealthyLife #Inspiration #Lifestyle #Limitless #Motivation #Perseverance #Resilience #Strength #Strive #Tenacity #Vitality #Wellness #LiveYourBestLife #MindOverMatter #BeautifulDisaster

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14 hours ago

It's that time again to share a progress post. I am always in awe of these. I think it's all the little differences from last year to this year. It's a top to bottom difference LITERALLY! My face,shoulders,neck,arms,chest,stomach,thighs,butt,legs, calves,hands,feet. Everything is different, even inside... My mind, My heart, My soul, My spirit... I take so much pride in my commitment & dedication on working on myself for myself inside & out. It's has not been easy. I have endured alot of blood, sweat & tears. I have been close 2 giving up more then once but I keep on going. #workingonmeforme #selflove #selfmotivation #changes #proudofmyself #lovingmesomeme #youdontgottalikeme #ilikeme #brokenbutok #beautifuldisaster #perfectlyimperfect #nofilters #justme #lovemeorhateme #imokwithit

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16 hours ago

Ooohh my goodness... It feels absolutely amazing, to be relaxing in my comfy kaftan, and cozy bed right now... 😍 Especially, since I may have eaten, a meat pie & fries for dinner, and some chocolate truffles for dessert... 😋 You know, it was a momentary slip, and I'm only human... 😌 It's going to be just fine though, because I have my Balance... 😉 Which will ensure, that only what's needed will remain, and all the rest will be eliminated... 🙌🙌🙌 • • • #FitnessFriday #Balance #GutHealth #DigestiveSupport #AchieveATonedAndFlatBelly #ImproveNutrientAbsorption #SupportsIntestinalFunction #GetRidOfToxinsAndPollutants #ReduceBloat #ImmuneHealth #OverallHealth #FlatTummy #Supplements #Probiotics #WeightManagement #Goals #Fitness #Health #Wellness #Dedication #Determination #Inspiration #Motivation #ItsAllAboutBalance #BalanceYourLife #BalanceYourHealth #LiveYourBestLife #MindOverMatter #Beautiful #BeautifulDisaster

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16 hours ago

I love this. This is what I have been telling myself for the last couple of months. I am working on being whole. I know I am far from perfect. But I am perfectly me, my scars, my broken pieces, my mistakes make me who I am. I am slowly feeling whole and this shop has made be closer to that than I have been I awhile. When I gave up my last business it felt like I had failed. But, I was working hard on a business that I did not enjoy. This I love - I can be creative I can still be apart of the book world which I love so much. I would really love to bring more people into it. Free merchandise to rep for us. Please look at our previous post and join us. @paperrdolls is my first rep you will be seeing her posts soon. I would like to formally invite @dragongurl86 to be a rep. And I am looking for 4 other women who empower women everyday and embrace the message of our shirts. #xnorepsearch #xsnohsapparel #authorsofinstagram #beautifullybroken #beautifuldisaster #perfectlyimperfect #wonderwomen #empoweringwomen #loveyourself #joinus

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16 hours ago

I love this. This is what I have been telling myself for the last couple of months. I am working on being whole. I know I am far from perfect. But I am perfectly me, my scars, my broken pieces, my mistakes make me who I am. I am slowly feeling whole and this shop has made be closer to that than I have been I awhile. When I gave up my last business it felt like I had failed. But, I was working hard on a business that I did not enjoy. This I love - I can be creative I can still be apart of the book world which I love so much. I would really love to bring more people into it. Free merchandise to rep for us. Please look at our previous post and join us. @paperrdolls is my first rep you will be seeing her posts soon. I would like to formally invite @dragongurl86 to be a rep. And I am looking for 4 other women who empower women everyday and embrace the message of our shirts. #xnorepsearch #xsnohsapparel #authorsofinstagram #beautifullybroken #beautifuldisaster #perfectlyimperfect #wonderwomen #empoweringwomen #loveyourself #joinus

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16 hours ago

I love this. This is what I have been telling myself for the last couple of months. I am working on being whole. I know I am far from perfect. But I am perfectly me, my scars, my broken pieces, my mistakes make me who I am. I am slowly feeling whole and this shop has made be closer to that than I have been I awhile. When I gave up my last business it felt like I had failed. But, I was working hard on a business that I did not enjoy. This I love - I can be creative I can still be apart of the book world which I love so much. I would really love to bring more people into it. Free merchandise to rep for us. Please look at our previous post and join us. @paperrdolls is my first rep you will be seeing her posts soon. I would like to formally invite @dragongurl86 to be a rep. And I am looking for 4 other women who empower women everyday and embrace the message of our shirts. #xnorepsearch #xsnohsapparel #authorsofinstagram #beautifullybroken #beautifuldisaster #perfectlyimperfect #wonderwomen #empoweringwomen #loveyourself #joinus

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16 hours ago

I love this. This is what I have been telling myself for the last couple of months. I am working on being whole. I know I am far from perfect. But I am perfectly me, my scars, my broken pieces, my mistakes make me who I am. I am slowly feeling whole and this shop has made be closer to that than I have been I awhile. When I gave up my last business it felt like I had failed. But, I was working hard on a business that I did not enjoy. This I love - I can be creative I can still be apart of the book world which I love so much. I would really love to bring more people into it. Free merchandise to rep for us. Please look at our previous post and join us. @paperrdolls is my first rep you will be seeing her posts soon. I would like to formally invite @dragongurl86 to be a rep. And I am looking for 4 other women who empower women everyday and embrace the message of our shirts. #xnorepsearch #xsnohsapparel #authorsofinstagram #beautifullybroken #beautifuldisaster #perfectlyimperfect #wonderwomen #empoweringwomen #loveyourself #joinus

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16 hours ago

Una saga que definitivamente me atrapó. Y a ustedes, ¿qué libro los atrapó sin piedad alguna? #BeautifulDisaster

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17 hours ago

#Repost @dinerenv with @get_repost ・・・ We’re super excited about our first #valentinesday as a married couple 🥰🥰🥰, but the upcoming holiday centered around #green is more our speed. Join us for a #magicallydelicious #brunch and come experience our #luckycharms on #stpatricksday 🍀 Send is a message or complete the membership form on the site to get on the invite list. This is gonna be a #beautifuldisaster #dinerenvert #culinaryandcannabis #eatyourweed #cannabis #cannabiscommunity #luxurycannabis #supperclub #cannachefmymy #cookingwithcannabis #cannachef #gourmetcannabis #cannabisgourmet at Washington, District of Columbia

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17 hours ago

I just love my #FitFam @odpfitness We looked at the board tonight to see the ever loved Wall Balls... 118 total... lol . One wise man (who I may or may not have quietly cursed at tonight) once said "we get better by doing the things we dont like" tonight we laughed, struggled, finished and celebrated. Thank you ALL for my birthday card and all the goodies inside! Yep, I did win on one! Love you all❣❣ #IAmTheStorm #IDoItForMe #Goals #Determined #RevengeBody #focused #ODP #SecondHome #WhatDidYouDo #TrentShelton #NewBeginings #accountability #IfICanYouCan #MyTeamIsBetter #ProjectRock #BeautifulDisaster #ProjectFocusOfficial #OneSmallStepCloser #FitFam #StrongGirlsRock

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18 hours ago

Anniversary Post 4 of 6: Sunrise selfies in Savannah with the only person who thinks I'm beautiful even during an ugly cry 💚 💙 💜 Happy Valentine's Day from your favorite couple of Dicks ❤ 🧡 💛 #sunrise #savannah #selfie #views #viewfromthetop #rooftop #georgia #eastcoast #valentine #wokeuplikethis #nofilter #westillcute #uglycry #foureyes #crookedsmile #beautifuldisaster #29goingon23 #rideordie #sunshinedick #bigdaddydickerson #boorritolovestaco #tacoflavoredkisses #warbyparker #ad at The Alida Savannah a Tribute Portfolio Hotel

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19 hours ago

“Decidí hace mucho tiempo que sería yo quien me alimentaría de los buitres hasta que llegara una paloma. Una auténtica paloma. La clase de espíritu que no coarta a nadie, que simplemente anda por el mundo ocupándose de sus propios asuntos, que intenta vivir su vida sin hundir a nadie con sus propias necesidades o costumbres egoístas. Valiente. Una persona comunicativa. Inteligente. Hermosa. De voz suave. Una criatura que se empareje de por vida. Inalcanzable hasta que tuviera una razón para confiar en ti.” ❤️ ° #abbyandtravis #abbyabernathy #travismaddox #beautifuldisaster #book #reading #readingtime📖 #beautifuldisasterbook #pidgeon #pidgy #paloma #maravilloso #maravillosodesastre #disaster #maddox #maddoxbrothers #memories #letters #letras #palabrasdeamor #petalos #petalosderosa #rosa #rose #valentine #valentineday #inevitabledesastre #jamiemcguire #jamiemcguirebooks #frasesdelibros

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19 hours ago

I've been debating on posting this picture. When I take pictures and I'm feeling super happy got a good song playing I take these random pictures but usually don't post but I've been so much happier lately an I'm happy to say that last month I started working out and I've lost 7lbs! I hate my smile but the best moments are the ones that make you smile this big. :) . . . #coloredhair #Colorfulhair #purplehair #articfox #purplerain #bluehair #bluehairdontcare #dyedhair #dyeddolls #piercings #girlswithpiercings #snakebites #gauges #tattoos #girlswithtattoos #inkedgirls #lovehate #beautifuldisaster #emo #emogirls #alternative #alternativegirls #bathtubselfies #virginia #beetlejuice #smile #weightloss #browneyes #toomanyhashtags

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19 hours ago

Christian where do I begin, you are the biggest pain in my ass. Dang it, was I suppose to say love of my life, my forever valentine? FACTS. You support all my dreams and ideas. Put up with all my shenanigans, sarcasm, “annoyance” as you like to say and crazy ways. Love you not just today but everyday for that. . Sorry, I just started to feel bad for my first comment but then I remembered I’ve put up with you for 13 years and had yo baby so.... there’s that. . Happy Valentine’s Day babe. I love you. You are really lucky to have me. 🤣😘 #loveisabattlefield #beautifuldisaster #ithinkiwillkeephim . . . . . . #iloveyou #parenthoodunplugged #relationshipsbelike #thisislife #statusquo #wecute #goobers #sarcasmislife #ilikehim #loverslane #jesustakethewheel #hesaluckyman #marriagetakeswork #dateyourspouse #loveyourpartner #happyvalentinesday #myforevervalentine

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