Alters Photos & Videos

34 minutes ago

(Unrelated video, just the super cute pup that we live with!!) We are very tired today, we did a lot. But we got a call about a new job today, and they want us! (Or should I say, they want our host.) we are very excited, especially after getting fired from our last job for stealing 🙄🙄 Hoping for the best, and we had a system meeting after that incident so that shouldn’t happen again. - Francis, probably #alter #alters #cute #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder #newjob #puppy

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43 minutes ago

Elliot (they/he) 🐈🐘🌌 . . . I'm already liking the braid at both ends better, now I just have to get far enough along to see how the beads and second half will look! I'm gonna try to reverse the chevron after the beads which will either look great or be a nightmare. potentially both haha 😂 . . . this is Vanna's bracelet by the way! she's a persecutor in our system who I personally have a lot of trouble with (mostly we just argue a lot), so this is kind of my peace offering. we've all been trying to be more of a team and I appreciate how hard she tries even if we don't get along, so this is kind of meant to be a gesture of that. especially with system pride day coming up, don't forget to be kind to your systemmates! even if you don't get along with them, they have just as little choice in being there as you do and deserve the same respect as everyone else. it took me a long time to try and work with the persecutors instead of against them, but they're here for the same reason I am. . . . #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didjournal #didjournalling #didcrafts #mentalhealthcrafts #systempride #alters #alterbracelet #mentalhealth #systemprideday #theflocksystem #elliotfromtheflock

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3 hours ago

Hello, I'm the host Ruby. I'm working on getting an education right now. I started up this account to spread some awareness on DID and connect with other systems. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #system #alters

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7 hours ago

Elliot (they/he)🐈🐘🌌 . . . first draft of alter bracelets, featuring mine and my new avatar 💙 a good chunk of my stationery is getting delivered today too! I feel kinda switchy, though, grocery shopping really wears me out. . . . the colors of the bracelet are black, dark blue, and cream. I know its hard to see between the low lighting, similar shades, and blurriness of the picture but I'm excited to work on the next draft (which might be Jamie's or Gray's or Vanna's). I'm thinking of offering commissions (like $4 per bracelet) to other systems once I get a good pattern established. . . . eventually I plan on remaking these draft ones so we all match but it's be cool to test out heart patterns and stuff to make them more personalized. tbf though we could have uniformed name bracelets and then make secondary bracelets with fun patterns in our favorite colors. its a simple, cheap way to let everyone express themselves a little more! . . . #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didjournal #alters #alterbracelet #systempride #embroiderythread #theflocksystem #elliotfromtheflock

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10 hours ago

"You Don't Have To Love Me. You Already Did." Small description: Anxious, a little dramatic, poetic, and headstrong. Age slides and misses his band members, he hasn't found any of them yet. ° General ° Full name: George Ryan Ross lll Nickname: Ryan, RyRo Emoji: 🌕 Age: 19-32 Sex: Male Gender: Male Birthday: August 30th Species/Race: Human Ethnicity: ???? Role: Factive, Trauma Holder Sexual orientation: possibly bisexual (definitely a type of gay) ° ° Health ° General health: fine Any mental illnesses: Anxiety, Depression Take drugs: Weed Smoke: occasionally ° ° Likes and dislikes ° Likes: Poems, lyric writing, flowers, the color yellow, music, English class, guitars Dislikes: Alcohol, cars, mentions of car crashes, his father, mentions of cheating ° ° Favorite's ° Food: Garlic Bread Color: Yellow, Red Animal: Dogs Holiday: Easter Season: Spring Time of day: Sunrise Movie: none Show: none Type of art: Music Genre of music: Any Genre of literature: Fiction * Other: Misses Brendon Relationship: Single Quote: "Now isn't it about time we're in love? We spent no time laughing. Say you won't ever use him. I wish it would stop, disasters like ours."...."I don't love you I'm just passing the time, you could love me if I knew how to lie. But who could love me? I am out of my mind" Song: "Lying Is the Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off (Reversed)" Panic! At the Disco Actual things this person has said/done: While really getting into the song tainted Love he went to do the drum solo with whatever he had in his hand (Which was a spoon on his bowl of soup) and broke the glass bowl Typing quirks: Unknown Fronting quirk: Slightly deeper and long pauses between words * * * #dissociativeidentitydisorder #did #multiplicity #alters #headspace #headmates #altertalk #altertalks #didalters #didalter #hostblogging #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #stopstigmas #stopstigma #osdd #actuallymultiple #actuallydissociative #osdd1b #trauma #recovery #traumarecovery #BPD #personalitydisorder #alters

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21 hours ago

This hair change gives me life 👻 I feel like the less "normal" I look on the outside, the more at home I feel on the inside 🤗🤗😍😎 Life update: the switching has been real af this past week ft disorientation. Also I'm getting better about talking about my "alters." I'm also pretty sure I'm mostly co-conscious. Like at least 90% of the time? Im aware of 4 "alters" by name. Theres more but they need time. #fuckinweird #homeself #bewhoeveryouare #dissociativeidentitydisorder #alters #bereal #honest (feelin proud of myself for sharing this info and only being a little scared) woo

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23 hours ago

"Everybody Pay Attention To Me!" Small description: Excitable, Gung-ho, Dramatic, doesn't trust others easily, a big Anarchist. Gets easily angered. Sarcastic, Flamboyant, flirty, and the life of the party. Would die for what he believes in ° General ° Full name: Party Poison Nickname: Poison, or just Party Emoji: 🎉 Age: 16-22 Sex: Male Gender: Non-binary ((He/him They/Them)) Birthday: April 9th Species/Race: Human Ethnicity: ???? Role: Factive Sexual orientation: Questioning (definitely a type of gay) ° ° Health ° General health: fine Any mental illnesses: Mania, Paranoia Take drugs: Weed Smoke: occasionally ° ° Likes and dislikes ° Likes: Music, Anarchy, primary colors, deserts, his friends, vandalism Dislikes: BL//ind, the cold, mentions of the girls death ° ° Favorite's ° Food: Pudding Color: Primary colors Animal: Cats Holiday: Unknown Season: Spring Time of day: Sunrise Movie: none Show: none Type of art: Music Genre of music: Pop punk, Rock Genre of literature: Fiction * Other: Misses his Canon source mates, especially Kobra and Fun Ghoul Relationship: Single Quote: "This ain't a party! Get off the dance floor!" Song: "Party Poison"- My Chemical Romance Actual things this person has said/done: right after the intergration of katsuki and another this fucker kicked the door in for front and yelled "THREE TWO ONE WE CAME TO FUCK" has also faked his death twice in his source and once here it's his "Greatest accomplishment" Typing quirks: calls everyone"babe", "sweetie/sweetheart" and "honey" " ; )" Fronting quirk: Really sarcastic * * * * #dissociativeidentitydisorder #did #multiplicity #alters #headspace #headmates #altertalk #altertalks #didalters #didalter #hostblogging #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #stopstigmas #stopstigma #osdd #actuallymultiple #actuallydissociative #osdd1b #trauma #recovery #traumarecovery #BPD #personalitydisorder #alters

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23 hours ago

Burning sage is such a great way to cleanse a space of negative energy. One thing I’ve noticed that many people forget burning sage in your home is that after you do so, you must burn incense or something to bring in positive energy. Sage clears out all energy, rather it’s good or bad, and when it comes to having a happy loving home you must bring that energy back in. I personally love to burn a mixture of lavender, rose, sandalwood, cinnamon, and rosemary. This brings harmony, love, protection, and peace. It also smells great! What ways do you clear negative energy from your home? #witch #witchcraft #witchesofinstagram #witchythings #moonkidsmagick #witch🔮 #Celtic #magick #alters #castingspells #spells #alterkit #instawitch #witchery #quartz #moon #moongoddess #moongoddessmagic #candle #candlemagick #moonphasemagickshop #sage #burningsage #insence #insencesticks #safehome #witchspells #spellcasting

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1 day ago

Small description: happy, quiet, and tired is a good way to describe him. Always listening to music because it helps him cope, afraid of mothers and closets. ((If he fronts and you're irl or on call please be patient, he doesn't have warning signs of when he'll go mute)) ° General ° Full name: Metal Nickname: N/A Emoji: 💤 Age: 10 Sex: Male Gender: Male Birthday: November 29th Species/Race: Human Ethnicity: ???? Role: Little Sexual orientation: N/A ° ° Health ° General health: fine Any mental illnesses: Selective Mutism Take drugs: No Smoke: No ° ° Likes and dislikes ° Likes: Music, chains, stuffed animals, blankets, sleeping, pink and purple hair pins Dislikes: the dark, the silence, closets, being alone ° ° Favorite's ° Food: Spaghetti Color: Black, White Animal: Frogs Holiday: Christmas Season: Winter Time of day: Sunset Movie: none Show: none Type of art: Music Genre of music: Heavy Metal Genre of literature: Fiction * Other: Doesn't front without Roman or Maxwell because they know how to help with his selective mutism Relationship: N/A Quote: "Mark my words, believe my soul lives on Don't worry now that I have gone I've gone beyond to seek the truth" Song: "Hallowed Be Thy Name"- Iron maiden Actual things this person has said/done: fell through a ceiling with Maxwell and got up like it was nothing Typing quirks: none Fronting quirk: loud, sometimes can't speak at all * * * * #dissociativeidentitydisorder #did #multiplicity #alters #headspace #headmates #altertalk #altertalks #didalters #didalter #hostblogging #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #stopstigmas #stopstigma #osdd #actuallymultiple #actuallydissociative #osdd1b #trauma #recovery #traumarecovery #BPD #personalitydisorder #alters

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1 day ago

Today my Instagram feed is cheerier...First off, just look at these beaut floral bouquet bought yesterday by my lush friend @piffyandegg in my summerSHINES brand colours 😍 It was so uplifting and comforting to have this beauty drive all the way up the A1 to sit with me and listen and chat and cuddle and advise. Not many people are thoroughly comfy sitting with me when I'm in the dark as people worry I think that they don't know what to say, or that my sadness might rub off on them, and that's why people with lived experience of mental health crisis are often best placed to support other struggling humans. Emma gave me invaluable advice for how to prepare for my meeting today with the potential private therapist, which meant I went today with a A4 spidergram of my issues, trauma history and therapeutic goals all on one page. The appt went great and I know I've found a good 'un, so I finally have myself a therapist with expertise in my specific niche traumas. Yaaay! I start fortnightly sessions with him next month. Woop woop! Hopefully although I obvs have a lot of hard work ahead, this is the start of me blooming again after a long barren period of empty vacant un-creative nothingness. I am SO relieved. ☺☺☺ #summerSHINES #newtherapist #yay #therapy #traumawork #did #alters

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2 days ago

Lmao I love daniel (@o_danny_boii_xoxo ) he cracks me up. 😂 ❤ Also I love this app! It's called "serif" and its changed our lives and made it so easy to talk to each other without as many headaches and fighting!! 😅 If we need to say or find something important it's in the app! Or alternatively there's threads where me and daniel can just spam and chat shit to each other! ;P #serif #DID #dissociation #dissociativeidentitydisorder #mentalhealth #alters

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2 days ago

Small description: Laid back, tries to be helpful, self esteem,,,,l a r g e. Biggest thot in the system, terrified of relationships ° General ° Full name: Angel Nickname: Ang Emoji: 💦 Age: 23 Sex: Female Gender: Female Birthday: April 27th Species/Race: Human Ethnicity: American Role: Hyper Sexual orientation: Bisexual ° ° Health ° General health: Fine, Any mental illnesses: Hypersexual, Anorexia Take drugs: weed occasionally Smoke: no ° ° Likes and dislikes ° Likes: Sex, Frank, messing with others, purging Dislikes: Being told she's more then an "object", eating, others eating in the body ° ° Favorite's ° Food: none Color: Hot pink, Light pink Animal: Bunnies Holiday: None Season: Spring Time of day: Sunrise Movie: Birdcage Show: none Type of art: any Genre of music: any Genre of literature: any * Other: One of the only hypers in this system Relationship: Single Quote: Song: "That's What You Get" - Paramore Actual things this person has said/done: threw a WHOLE TABLE AT FUYUHIKO Typing quirks: Unknown Fronting quirk: Stays away from food at all costs * * * * #dissociativeidentitydisorder #did #multiplicity #alters #headspace #headmates #altertalk #altertalks #didalters #didalter #hostblogging #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #stopstigmas #stopstigma #osdd #actuallymultiple #actuallydissociative #osdd1b #trauma #recovery #traumarecovery #BPD #personalitydisorder #alters

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2 days ago

Touko decided to bunk with me last night (and tonight y ea h b o y) and genocider stood in the corner of my room for a good ten minutes without moving or saying a word and touko screamed "GOOD LUCK BITCH I'M UNDER THREE BLANKETS" so yeah have i ever mentioned how much I love those two??? ((Touko loves me I just know it even if she won't say it 😤😤)) -Toga * * * * #dissociativeidentitydisorder #did #multiplicity #alters #headspace #headmates #altertalk #altertalks #didalters #didalters #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #stopstigmas #stopstigma #osdd #actuallymultiple #actuallydissociative #osdd1b #trauma #recovery #traumarecovery #BPD #personalitydisorder #alters

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2 days ago

So mom got a call tonight from the school saying that I have 6 absences. Apparently they're counting the days where I was at home with the flu against me. And since I'm a senior in high school, if I get three more absences for being sent home sick, then I don't graduate. So I have to stay at school even if I'm super sick with something.... I did not get this far only to be threatened with not being able to graduate cause I've been sick. - A #dissociativeidentitydisorder #DID #dissociation #dissociate #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #recovery #adjustmentdisorder #multiplepersonalities #multiplepersonalitydisorder #MPD #depression #anxiety #paranoia #alter #alters

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2 days ago

I am Alour I believe I am 14 I am not from this planet During my time here I developed a love for the ocean and the wonderful creatures that inhabit it Right now my favorite film is Finding Nemo but The Little Mermaid is a close second I love making friends so you are all welcome to message me -Alour💚 . . . Please note that this alter is really innocent so please do not talk about sexual things with him and do not try to teach him about sex - Valerie . . . . . #disassociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #alters #aestheticmoodboard #moodboard #aesthetic #personalities #identities #fictive #mpd #multiplepersonalitydisorder

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2 days ago

This quote rings so true. DID is something that occurs without one's control and the switching that occurs is triggered by outside elements- all because of childhood trauma which first split the mind to begin with. An excerpt from a website to sum it up: "Young children faced with severe sexual or physical abuse or neglect, have no effective way of fighting or avoiding the offender. To escape the painful reality, the only tool available during the abusive incident is that of dissociation. Separating mind from physical experience provides a sense of protection." Then, instead of the child's self naturally growing, the separated selves grow and that separation remains which is what they call "separate personalities". The only way to heal is for the trauma which caused the separation, to be processed on a conscious level which if you can imagine, then removes the mental barrier that separated one from the other. It is not healed with medication as it is essentially a trauma injury. I have never told anyone in my own life this but I had just over 2 dozen separations inside that I lived with and which were responsible for being diagnosed with rapid cycling bipolar as what the mental health professionals were in fact seeing, was switching between the separate parts of me. Complexed? Very. I used to talk about trauma work or trauma therapy but in reality it was involving opening up some very buried and hidden traumas with the goal of integration into 1. A super LONG process but, Im here to say it's worth it.a Impossible to heal from? Apparently not ❤ #mentalhealthblogger #mentalhealthawareness #dissociativeidentitydisorder #healing #hope #alters #traumarecovery I always felt different from everyone and in some ways I still do, just because of what I experienced living with DID. Imagine having such a huge piece of who you are, so secret from everyone around you and feeling just so different and like if anyone knew they would think you were "nuts". And then, imagine having the psych history I have, on top of it. Today, I am an open book. My struggle that I have overcome won't be in vain

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