it's storming and it's so scary :( but I got a day off today because of it hehe
3 hours ago
Rock candy heheh
4 hours ago
I h8 when m not regressed
My adult mind cant take it anymore
I hate reality
I hate memories
When m in lil space there is no such thing as reality
One failed day of the week
I shouldn't have written on my trauma acc
Remembering things just made things worse .
WHENever m not regressed its just anxiety town
Thinking sucks n I'm kissing it goodbye .
My teacher in high school said I'd b able to do sm if I was born in a nicer household
But I guess its not happening
At least not in a conventional way
I don't mind tho
All I care abt is the agony in my brain atn n I want it to STOP
I don't want world domination
I don't want a career
I want my innocence n childhood bac
I want love .