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2 hours ago

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗💔 - Follow @broken.tearz

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2 hours ago

𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚍𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍❤️ - Follow @broken.tearz

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6 hours ago

Hubo un tiempo en que quise casarme de blanco Cual novia pura Mamá estaba feliz Papá no decía nada, como siempre. Carlitos decía : si estás feliz, procede Geraldo no decía nada. Mis amigas se reían cómplices. Mis amigos varones: "¿Segura?" Me comprometí en una tarde de verano ... En una playa del sur. Entre lágrimas vertidas y sonrisas, Nos compramos un anillo en Santa Lucía, Ahí donde venden lapizlázuli. Mi anillo tenía flores, El de Francisco era llano. La familia de Francisco estaba sorprendida pero feliz Tantos años habíamos estado juntos ... ... Mi casi suegro dijo que no tenía palabras para decir cuánto me quería. Yo no tenía palabras para decir cuánto yo quería a su hijo. . . No me imaginaba una vida sin él. . Nos fuimos de la playa Yo tenía el anillo en mi mano Me dio miedo ¿Tengo que llevar siempre este anillo? ¿Y si lo pierdo? ¿Y si se ensucia? ¿Si la gente lo ve sabrá que estoy comprometida? ¡Qué miedo!!! . Me da miedo, mucho miedo. Yo no quiero cuidar siempre un anillo. Quiero poder perderlo y comprar otro. ¿Si lo pierdo significará algo? . Tengo miedo. Si un día él ya no me cae bien, ¿Debo de aguantarlo para siempre? Si un día quiero dormir sola ¿Debo callarme y hacerlo sin más? Y si un día tenemos hijos, qué horror ... Si un día ya no lo quiero, pero tengo hijos ¿tendré que volver a verlo aunque no quiera? Nos unirá la sangre Un ser vivo que dependerá de nosotros. .... Tengo miedo. No han pasado ni dos horas y ya me dio miedo. Si nos vamos a casar, hay que casarnos ahora, dos minutos después de declararlo, porque si me das tiempo para planearlo solo tendré miedo Y no habrá besos ni promesas ni abrazos que calmen este inmenso miedo que siento .. Ni siquiera tú podrás salvarme, amor mío, De este miedo tan grande que siento ... Perdóname, no es por ti, Es que no sé bien qué hacer con todos estos miedos que tengo... ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ . . . . Foto: Camila Borge Pérez .. .. #runawaybride #bride #afraidtolove #bridestory #fear #panic #poem #sadbride .

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2 days ago

i hate it. I hate loving you. i hate myself for letting you hurt me so many times. and yet I still love you.

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2 days ago

and perhaps no one ever will.

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2 days ago

your new partner.... heh.... still you don't notice how much it hurts me

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2 days ago

i L O V E y o u so god d a m n m u c h

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3 days ago

🄱🄾🄾🄼 🄱🄾🅇 🎼⁣ ⁣ Who had one? Not Me. I was too young. 😄 ⁣ ⁣ This right here is actually a really cool, and heavy, 🄱🄴🄻🅃 🄱🅄🄲🄺🄻🄴 ⁣ That I used to wear in high school. ⁣ ⁣ I remember thinking I was very cool. ⁣ Those days are over and now, ⁣ it is listed for sale on my 🄴🄱🄰🅈⁣ ⁣ I am selling all sorts of things over there so if you’re interested let me know & I can send you the link. 📲⁣ ⁣ Locals won’t have to pay shipping & can meet with me to get the items. ⁣ ⁣ This whole process is just another reminder of how or how to better make purchasing decisions. All the things we think we need now listed for pennies. 💸⁣ ⁣ It’s a 🄷🅄🄼🄱🄻🄸🄽🄶 process for sure. at Tinley Park, Illinois

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3 days ago

in fact, i think the only thing you actually loved is hurting me. seeing me in pain, seeing me suffer, while your watching and enjoying every moment of it

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3 days ago

and don't you dare say you noticed, but did absolutly nothing.

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4 days ago

𝖘𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖘 𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖘𝖍 but it’s so true. ⁣ ⁣ I’m learning this more every day. I’m also finding out that more and more people did not learn these truths early in life. ⁣ ⁣ I admire parents who teach their kids healthy boundaries. I guarantee the kids will be better adjusted and honestly probably a heck of a lot happier. 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉𝖓𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖇𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙⁣ ⁣ What is one of the best resources you can recommend for learning these skills and healthy limits? I would love to hear from you. ⁣ ⁣ Original image I found from: @sober_unicorn 🖤 at Tinley Park, Illinois

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4 days ago

Let Love lead your dance! When you dance with a partner, one person leads and the other follows. Being the follower means you allow the other person to take you where they want, trusting them to keep you safe and make you look beautiful. Allowing Love into your life means you follow where Love leads, letting it take you where it wants, trusting that you will be safe and feel beautiful. Trust the Universe where anything and everything is possible. Tag, comment and share if you like this post. Thanks LeonaCoach . . . . #AfraidToLove #BalancedLifestyle #BelieveInYourself #BoundariesAreHealthy #ChangeYourMindset #FaithInYourself #FaithOverFear #findingloveafter50 #GrowYourself #IAmGoodEnough #IgniteYourFire #PositiveOutlook #PositiveVibes #TheJoyOfLoving #TrueToYourself #lovetodance #danceqoutes #partnership #partners4life #myhappyplace#upliftingquotes

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5 days ago

i.... i need you. i want you. no one else can have you, but me. you are mine. mine only. i thought I could stop. i thought i could loving you, wanting you, needing you, talking to you...... but i just can't. I FUCKING CAN'T. AND I HATE MYSELF EVERYDAY FOR LOVING YOU. HOW CAN YOU GET OVER ME SO QUICKLY. WHEN I CAN'T EVEN GET OVER YOU AT ALL. did you even love me at all.....

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5 days ago

I'm scared.. I'm happy I've experienced a wide range of events in My life that has made me who I am today. At one point, I didn't feel a thing, I was purely Numb to emotions and went through the motions like a zombie. But now I feel again.. I love again...I fear again. I've met so many wonderful people and now a new chapter in my life is beginning. I'm scared to be happy again. But I'm happy to be scared for something once more. #love #lost #sky #mood #moon #clouds #night #midnight #pain #expectations #experience #camera #teen #story #passion #fear #afraidtolove #happytolive #photographer #photography #life #growingup #anewchapter at Newton, North Carolina

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6 days ago

▪️Scroll for 2nd half of poem▪️ . . I’m dealing with the reality of how shut down I am. How afraid I am to open up. To allow myself to become vulnerable with ANYONE in a sexually intimate setting. I’m tired of being hurt by the ones I’m supposed to love and trust the most — . . So for now I’m focusing on me—developing that love and trust for myself, continuing to practice speaking up and standing tall and nurturing my goddess — holding out for only those who can see my light and want to help it shine brighter ☀️ . . #vulnerability #ptsd #betrayaltrauma #afraidtolove #breakingcycles #findingmyvoice #innergoddess #selfdivinity #selflove #selfrespect #healing #emotionalabuse #verbalabuse #lossofsafety #workingthroughit

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