14 hours ago
It's quite mind boggling right now as old experiences, patterns and emotions surface for the purpose of dissolving.
For me, memories of a friendship that I once had years ago and what occurred have been surfacing. Memories that I locked away and buried because of not knowing how to cope with them and whilst it was painful and chaos was everywhere, it led me to meeting Amy.
Amy really is the only person I trust on the deepest of levels. The only person that I will share my darkest of wounds and the brightest of joys with. She is the same with me, we always turn to each other. In this current experience, with her working in a different method, the human can feel quite lonely because rather than talking to someone externally and hugging them. It is more about going within and being in solitude.
It really is quite a contrast to experience. As the group has said a few months ago, we suppressed so much of the human needs over the years that it's literally a shock for it all to surface again and as mentioned above... It's quite mind boggling.
One thing I've learned as part of that old friendship & previous marriage, don't deny parts of who you are, don't suppress yourself, don't lock yourself up in a mental prison (like I did) to be accepted. Every person is a beautiful expression of light, each person, no matter the culture is capable of feeling a deep love with the earth, with nature, with the universe, with others. Love is about freedom, love is about expression and love is so powerful, it will change someone's world. It surely did mine.
Unlock the padlock and be free.
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